Monday, November 19, 2012

Second Time's the Charm

About a month ago I attempted to go out as a full woman but do to getting overly excited only made it to the door. And after putting off again and again, I decided today would be the day. Started out today taking a bath using feminine soap like normal and made sure I was as smooth as possible. I tend to only let my hair grow on my head and arms so pretty much clearing the little hair off my arms. While drying off I used some feminine deodorant and polished my finger nails darkish pink-red, Peru-B-Bery by OPI. After my nails and I was dry. I put on some panties with a maxipad so no accidents this time.Then bra with breast forms, off black pantyhoses. some shapeware with hip inserts, low cut cheetah top, black pants, and some four inch heels. I put pm some light makeup: foundation, blush, mascara, and a lip gloss since it was the day time. Finally to top it off some hoop earrings and a wig.

The purpose of this trip was to buy some more pantyhoses. So I drive to One Hanes Place for that. It is pretty much a place that sales mainly underwear. Usually men don't go there even though they do sell a few things for men. I drive for about 20 minutes then I get to the parking lot. I park in the back so I can transfer all the things from my coat to my purse. Had to carry a purse since pants don't have pockets. Switch from my driving shoes to my heels. I can drive in heels perfectly fine but it is an easy way to scuff them. I take the long walk across the park lot without the cover of night this time. I go in and greeted by the saleswoman and asked do I need help finding anything. I politely decline in probably a voice a little to deep. Need to work on that. Found my pantyhoses, paid, and left without an issue. Succuss but after doing all this it would be a shame to go home just like that.

So I go a few stores over to Rack Room Shoes. I go in and it has a decent amount of people in there. I look around the store when a salesman asked did I need anything I told him just looking at the moment and he said ok then he told me he loved my shoes and where did I get them. I said in a soft voice this Shoe Dazzle. I finally found one shoe I like and he told me that those were some of the newer ones and they had a BOGO sale.

I did like how they looked but didn't like the feel of the shoe. But I did love being waiting on, try heels on, and being treated like a woman. While trying those on he showed me some higher heels they had if I wanted to try them.

And since he did I try one them on which I did consider. Finally I tried on a pair of ankle boots which I had to restrain myself to not buy. 

More shoes are not in my budget at the moment. After that I left the store and headed home. I had a great time day.

I can't help but wonder did he see though my illusion. I mean he was very nice to me but seemed overly nice too. And the place did have a good 10+ people in it. Do men normally compliment a woman's shoes. Did he just want to talk to me because a crossdresser probably made a boring day more interesting? Was he a closet crossdresser that admired my courage? I only say this because I thought it might be kinda of cool to work in a women's shoe store. This one probably isn't true but was he hitting on me. I mean I think I did a pretty good job and outfit wise looked pretty good. I am probably over thinking it and he was just doing his job.

Sunday, November 18, 2012


Thanks everyone for your comments from before. I definitely do want to go back to Avenue, Linda because I was treat so well. I keep checking there site hoping some cute new stuff comes in to give me a reason to go back. Mainly the shoes in the past they have has some really cute shoes I wanted current none really stand out. As for the Kohls trip, I do eventually plan on trying that again. Tricia you are so right I am glad that happen outside the store. If it happened inside not really sure what I won't have done. And you are right Sara maxipads might be a good idea if you are prone to getting overly excited. I know I will have one on next time.

Which leads me into this post. I was running low on maxipads so I decide to get some more from CVS. I wore all feminine clothes for it minus my coat. It wasn't close to my other two trips but this was just a mini trip to get stuff for a real trip. Wore women's dress shirt, pants, panties, pantyhoses, and heels for this. It is dark and raining slightly so not many people here. I look and see a red box on one side and think people tend to go to those so don't need to park there. I go around to the other side near the front door. Step out of the car which show off my pantyhoses and heels nicely. Adjusting my pant some only to notice a girl on smoke break that I completely didn't notice.The way I noticed her is she said hi while I was adjusting my pants so I can help but think she got a clear very of me wearing heels and pantyhoses. I just find it funny I went all way around the parking lot not to get noticed when getting out only to get noticed. That was the most eventful part after that just went in. Went to go get the maxipads and this is one of those stores that has part carpet and part flooring so people probably only heard the sound of my heels in two places and not for very long. Paid and left. The next place I go to should be a lot more exciting then this trip, but all and all still a little exciting.

Sunday, September 23, 2012

Can't Win Them All

After my recent success, I wanted that feel again so I decide to go one step farther. I wore a bra, panties, pantyhoses, red shirt, different set of black pants, and some male shoes for driving. Also was wearing full makeup and nails done. I drove until I get to Kohls to get a skirt I saw other day. I parked in the back to finish my outfit and even at night there were still a lot of cars. Took off the red shirt to insert some breast forms. Replaces it with a much more feminine low cut blouse. Replaces my male shoes with my heels. And then put on my wig and earrings. Finally a fresh coat of lipstick. I drove to a closer spot and picked up my purse and begin walking toward the door. The pants were different from yesterday. This have a side zipper so no pockets which force me to carry a purse. I walk toward the door really excited and nervous about this. As I get close to the door I feel a tingling down stairs. I got so excited that I begin to cum. I couldn't believe it because of this my trip was ruined. I sometimes were a maxipads in panties just because and really wished I had one last night. So I just headed back to my car smelling of cum and went home.

Friday, September 21, 2012

Testing my Nerves

I wanted to see how far I would be willing to go out dressed. So Today I wore all female clothes out without a wig. I am always in panties, bra, and pantyhoses so those weren't new. I wore a red blouse and black pants over them which have buttons on the opposed side for all that don't know. I am sure you all know though. And four inch stiletto heels to top it off. Plus gold polish on all my nails and the lip gloss that came with my shoe dazzle purchase from yesterday.

Next I drove to Avenue which is an all women's clothing store. Walked in and tripped up slightly due to nerves and heels. I walk to the two sales ladies and asked did they have something. She told me she thought they did and I followed her. I come down a little walked after her and she looked but didn't have the color I wanted. I believe she called me maam once but not surprising. She did asked me how high my heels were after that which I replied four inches and hiked up my pants so she could get a better look. She told me cute and showed me to the shoe section. She asked did I want to try on some shoes she recommended and I really should have just for the experience, but decline because I really didn't like them. She told me she was eventually going to by them. I looked around then thanked her and left. Great experience

Shoe Dazzle

Sorry I have updated my blog more but nothing major happened. A few months ago I did join Shoe Dazzle which is an excellent service. I highly recommend them. They have some very cute shoes for a decent price and if you can't spend a lot on your girlish side.

Now for some of you who live with people who don’t know about you then you need to be careful. If you choice the free or cheapest shipping it will come by U.S. postal which requires you to sign for it. If someone else signs for it the box does have a giant shoe dazzle writing on the box so they will know what you have. The most expensive one goes by UPS which doesn't require signing but if anyone beats you home well see the box with shoe dazzle on the side.

These came yesterday for me.

Wednesday, January 4, 2012

Shopping Regrets

Last post I mention I bought some heels to wear out but chicken out. I was really excited about doing it but got nervous. So last night I noticed a blouse at their online store that looks masculine from a distance but feminine up close and wanted to try it on. This time I said I was going to do it. I started with a bra and panties with a maxi pads in them. The bra was to see would the shirt show off bra straps and I made sure I wore a pad just in case I got to excited during this. Plus it helps give me a smooth front. Next came a pair of the new pantyhoses I bought the other day. I placed on a male dress shirt which besides my coat was the only male thing I had on. A pair of long women pants. And finally the first pair of shoes I bought doing my time away.

Right before I left I printed off what I was looking for so I would remember. As I get closer I get more nervous thinking I can always turn around if it looks like to many people. There was a decent amount of people there but not too bad. Kinda what you would expect around lunch time. I parked away from anyone who looked like they were just getting there since when I step pout my heels would be in full view for a second. As I walk towards the door I noticed heels make a loud sound on concrete. Now I have worn heels outside before, but those times were dark outside when you could see well in deserted places. I got this far so I am not leaving. I walked to the door and the entrance wasn't carpeted so loud sounds when I entered. As soon as I got in I found a carpet area so i won't make any noise. I looked around the women section for a few minutes but couldn't found the top I was looking for. The only time I walked on the tiles inside was when I had to cross to different section in the women section. And every time my heels made noise. A sales associate asked did I need help. I said yes and showed her a picture. She said she didn't think they had that and asked another sales associate. Then went to check their computer. Apparently online only. And asked did I want to use the site to store. It would be free shipping if I did it there. I politely said no thanks. And continue looking for something else. I wasn't leaving without trying on something  and I wanted to take a picture. So I tried on another top instead but didn't like the fit. So I left trying to stay on the carpet as much as possible. Going back to my car I didn't care how much noise they made. I saw a woman heading towards the door and just let my heels make all the noise they wanted as i slowly walked back to my car.

And here a picture of the shoe in brown from jcpenney website to get a better look at the shoe since I don't take great pictures.

Sunday, January 1, 2012

Slightly Late Happy Holiday to Everyone

I didn't plan on being gone as long as I was but really didn't do much November and most of December. I was trying to conserve my money, and still end up buying three pairs of heels. All from different places too.

The first pair is a lot more low key then I normally wear like smaller then a 3inch heel. I got them from and shipping from them really takes a long time. I could have drove 30 minutes and got them but with free shipping at the time I could wait. The reason I got them was my idea was to wear them under pants for a shopping trip in the future.

A few weeks later I was doing some shopping for some house shoes since that what one of my relatives was asking for. Of course this would be the day that Target put out some of their new shoes and all the ones in my size. Even though I was sure the quality probably won't be there. I end up getting some. And to balance out the ones I bought last time I got some that were pink, at least 5in, platform pumps. They are a little loose in the side and I really don't have anything to wear with them but they look cute. I know some of my more brave readers are wondering why didn't I test them out in the store. I did but Target has this bad habit of joining their shoes together with a tie inside the shoe making trying them on hard without removing it.

And the final pair was after Christmas. I usually just ask for money so I can get what I want and pretend that what the person got me. I was planning on wearing the first pair of heels for this trip but chickened out. One Hanes Place is mainly a women's store but has a few things for men inside. I was planning on buy some pantyhoses since I had ran my last black pair earlier that week and maybe a bra. But just ended of with some pantyhoses since the bra sale was online only. Next went to Rack Room Shoes and got a pair of open toed silver heels. I wanted closed toe but at that price I was happy with them.

Friday I went to Kohls and Burlington to look for a purse. I was really picky here since I want something inexpensive since I don't plan to use it that often and something that look cute enough for me to buy. I went to Burlington and they were putting out new ones so I decided to leave and come back later. I went to Kohls and didn't really find anything I liked. I did try on a few blouses, but didn't buy anything. Most of them wear long sleeve. Not sure why summer shoes are out but summer tops aren't. I didn't end up going back to Burlington until Saturday and this time I found a purse I liked.