Thursday, June 20, 2013

Heels in public

Hi everyone sorry again it has been so long since I last posted. I recently went to a Nine West store to get some plain blacks heels. And by recently I mean 3 monthes ago again sorry. I went there and spent a little time looking. I was asked did I need any help I said no. Then I spent a little more time looking. She came over to ask was a shopping for a present for someone. I guess my answer should have been yes. But I told her no. I guess that didn't leave much room for them being for anyone but me. I eventually decided on a black patent 4inch heel. She told me they a BOGO going on when I was checking out but I said didn't see anything else I wanted.

I told that story to bring you up to speed. Lately I have been trying to wear heels as much as possible in public both as a male and a female and those are the heels I have been wearing. In DRAB I have been to Walmart, Kohls, Target, JCP, Dillards, CVS, and probably some more I am forgetting. In DRAG Burlington, Shoe Carnivel, and DSW. I have been wearing them so much I have wear damage to them.

I am not sure which I get more nervous about doing now. My DRAB look if I can even called that since I am still wearing mostly female clothes is male shirt or not obvious female button skirt, female slacks that cover my heels mostly when not walking, bra and panties, pantyhose, and heels. Very manly *giggle*. The only part that makes me nervious if I take big steps my heels defintely show. So I must take short feminine steps in order not to show my heels. Then there is the wind. If there is some wing chances are it will reveal both my hoses and heels. It has done it with people around when I walking into or out of a store. Only once did I hear a giggle. Not sure if it was toward me or not. Then there is my DRAG look which is pretty close to that for now except pants show more of my heel, body padding, jewelry, ovious feminie top, polish, makeup, and wig. This feels safer when I do it well but always afraid someone or mulitple people will see through it.

I really want to wear skirts and knee length dresses more in public but try to blend in with women. Most women right now are into shorts, flip flops, and maxi dresses. All of which I dislike. The look I been wearing could be business wear for a woman so I think I don't stand out too much yet.

Monday, November 19, 2012

Second Time's the Charm

About a month ago I attempted to go out as a full woman but do to getting overly excited only made it to the door. And after putting off again and again, I decided today would be the day. Started out today taking a bath using feminine soap like normal and made sure I was as smooth as possible. I tend to only let my hair grow on my head and arms so pretty much clearing the little hair off my arms. While drying off I used some feminine deodorant and polished my finger nails darkish pink-red, Peru-B-Bery by OPI. After my nails and I was dry. I put on some panties with a maxipad so no accidents this time.Then bra with breast forms, off black pantyhoses. some shapeware with hip inserts, low cut cheetah top, black pants, and some four inch heels. I put pm some light makeup: foundation, blush, mascara, and a lip gloss since it was the day time. Finally to top it off some hoop earrings and a wig.

The purpose of this trip was to buy some more pantyhoses. So I drive to One Hanes Place for that. It is pretty much a place that sales mainly underwear. Usually men don't go there even though they do sell a few things for men. I drive for about 20 minutes then I get to the parking lot. I park in the back so I can transfer all the things from my coat to my purse. Had to carry a purse since pants don't have pockets. Switch from my driving shoes to my heels. I can drive in heels perfectly fine but it is an easy way to scuff them. I take the long walk across the park lot without the cover of night this time. I go in and greeted by the saleswoman and asked do I need help finding anything. I politely decline in probably a voice a little to deep. Need to work on that. Found my pantyhoses, paid, and left without an issue. Succuss but after doing all this it would be a shame to go home just like that.

So I go a few stores over to Rack Room Shoes. I go in and it has a decent amount of people in there. I look around the store when a salesman asked did I need anything I told him just looking at the moment and he said ok then he told me he loved my shoes and where did I get them. I said in a soft voice this Shoe Dazzle. I finally found one shoe I like and he told me that those were some of the newer ones and they had a BOGO sale.

I did like how they looked but didn't like the feel of the shoe. But I did love being waiting on, try heels on, and being treated like a woman. While trying those on he showed me some higher heels they had if I wanted to try them.

And since he did I try one them on which I did consider. Finally I tried on a pair of ankle boots which I had to restrain myself to not buy. 

More shoes are not in my budget at the moment. After that I left the store and headed home. I had a great time day.

I can't help but wonder did he see though my illusion. I mean he was very nice to me but seemed overly nice too. And the place did have a good 10+ people in it. Do men normally compliment a woman's shoes. Did he just want to talk to me because a crossdresser probably made a boring day more interesting? Was he a closet crossdresser that admired my courage? I only say this because I thought it might be kinda of cool to work in a women's shoe store. This one probably isn't true but was he hitting on me. I mean I think I did a pretty good job and outfit wise looked pretty good. I am probably over thinking it and he was just doing his job.

Sunday, November 18, 2012


Thanks everyone for your comments from before. I definitely do want to go back to Avenue, Linda because I was treat so well. I keep checking there site hoping some cute new stuff comes in to give me a reason to go back. Mainly the shoes in the past they have has some really cute shoes I wanted current none really stand out. As for the Kohls trip, I do eventually plan on trying that again. Tricia you are so right I am glad that happen outside the store. If it happened inside not really sure what I won't have done. And you are right Sara maxipads might be a good idea if you are prone to getting overly excited. I know I will have one on next time.

Which leads me into this post. I was running low on maxipads so I decide to get some more from CVS. I wore all feminine clothes for it minus my coat. It wasn't close to my other two trips but this was just a mini trip to get stuff for a real trip. Wore women's dress shirt, pants, panties, pantyhoses, and heels for this. It is dark and raining slightly so not many people here. I look and see a red box on one side and think people tend to go to those so don't need to park there. I go around to the other side near the front door. Step out of the car which show off my pantyhoses and heels nicely. Adjusting my pant some only to notice a girl on smoke break that I completely didn't notice.The way I noticed her is she said hi while I was adjusting my pants so I can help but think she got a clear very of me wearing heels and pantyhoses. I just find it funny I went all way around the parking lot not to get noticed when getting out only to get noticed. That was the most eventful part after that just went in. Went to go get the maxipads and this is one of those stores that has part carpet and part flooring so people probably only heard the sound of my heels in two places and not for very long. Paid and left. The next place I go to should be a lot more exciting then this trip, but all and all still a little exciting.

Sunday, September 23, 2012

Can't Win Them All

After my recent success, I wanted that feel again so I decide to go one step farther. I wore a bra, panties, pantyhoses, red shirt, different set of black pants, and some male shoes for driving. Also was wearing full makeup and nails done. I drove until I get to Kohls to get a skirt I saw other day. I parked in the back to finish my outfit and even at night there were still a lot of cars. Took off the red shirt to insert some breast forms. Replaces it with a much more feminine low cut blouse. Replaces my male shoes with my heels. And then put on my wig and earrings. Finally a fresh coat of lipstick. I drove to a closer spot and picked up my purse and begin walking toward the door. The pants were different from yesterday. This have a side zipper so no pockets which force me to carry a purse. I walk toward the door really excited and nervous about this. As I get close to the door I feel a tingling down stairs. I got so excited that I begin to cum. I couldn't believe it because of this my trip was ruined. I sometimes were a maxipads in panties just because and really wished I had one last night. So I just headed back to my car smelling of cum and went home.

Friday, September 21, 2012

Testing my Nerves

I wanted to see how far I would be willing to go out dressed. So Today I wore all female clothes out without a wig. I am always in panties, bra, and pantyhoses so those weren't new. I wore a red blouse and black pants over them which have buttons on the opposed side for all that don't know. I am sure you all know though. And four inch stiletto heels to top it off. Plus gold polish on all my nails and the lip gloss that came with my shoe dazzle purchase from yesterday.

Next I drove to Avenue which is an all women's clothing store. Walked in and tripped up slightly due to nerves and heels. I walk to the two sales ladies and asked did they have something. She told me she thought they did and I followed her. I come down a little walked after her and she looked but didn't have the color I wanted. I believe she called me maam once but not surprising. She did asked me how high my heels were after that which I replied four inches and hiked up my pants so she could get a better look. She told me cute and showed me to the shoe section. She asked did I want to try on some shoes she recommended and I really should have just for the experience, but decline because I really didn't like them. She told me she was eventually going to by them. I looked around then thanked her and left. Great experience

Shoe Dazzle

Sorry I have updated my blog more but nothing major happened. A few months ago I did join Shoe Dazzle which is an excellent service. I highly recommend them. They have some very cute shoes for a decent price and if you can't spend a lot on your girlish side.

Now for some of you who live with people who don’t know about you then you need to be careful. If you choice the free or cheapest shipping it will come by U.S. postal which requires you to sign for it. If someone else signs for it the box does have a giant shoe dazzle writing on the box so they will know what you have. The most expensive one goes by UPS which doesn't require signing but if anyone beats you home well see the box with shoe dazzle on the side.

These came yesterday for me.

Wednesday, January 4, 2012

Shopping Regrets

Last post I mention I bought some heels to wear out but chicken out. I was really excited about doing it but got nervous. So last night I noticed a blouse at their online store that looks masculine from a distance but feminine up close and wanted to try it on. This time I said I was going to do it. I started with a bra and panties with a maxi pads in them. The bra was to see would the shirt show off bra straps and I made sure I wore a pad just in case I got to excited during this. Plus it helps give me a smooth front. Next came a pair of the new pantyhoses I bought the other day. I placed on a male dress shirt which besides my coat was the only male thing I had on. A pair of long women pants. And finally the first pair of shoes I bought doing my time away.

Right before I left I printed off what I was looking for so I would remember. As I get closer I get more nervous thinking I can always turn around if it looks like to many people. There was a decent amount of people there but not too bad. Kinda what you would expect around lunch time. I parked away from anyone who looked like they were just getting there since when I step pout my heels would be in full view for a second. As I walk towards the door I noticed heels make a loud sound on concrete. Now I have worn heels outside before, but those times were dark outside when you could see well in deserted places. I got this far so I am not leaving. I walked to the door and the entrance wasn't carpeted so loud sounds when I entered. As soon as I got in I found a carpet area so i won't make any noise. I looked around the women section for a few minutes but couldn't found the top I was looking for. The only time I walked on the tiles inside was when I had to cross to different section in the women section. And every time my heels made noise. A sales associate asked did I need help. I said yes and showed her a picture. She said she didn't think they had that and asked another sales associate. Then went to check their computer. Apparently online only. And asked did I want to use the site to store. It would be free shipping if I did it there. I politely said no thanks. And continue looking for something else. I wasn't leaving without trying on something  and I wanted to take a picture. So I tried on another top instead but didn't like the fit. So I left trying to stay on the carpet as much as possible. Going back to my car I didn't care how much noise they made. I saw a woman heading towards the door and just let my heels make all the noise they wanted as i slowly walked back to my car.

And here a picture of the shoe in brown from jcpenney website to get a better look at the shoe since I don't take great pictures.